Mar 10, 2003 00:42
hmm haven't written for awhile. defintely feels good to do that again.
SOOOO EXCITED FOR SPRING BREAK! finally a trip to a warm place with friends free of parents. well mostly, but still. A BEACH! 80 degrees! three of my good depauw friends. YAY!!!makes me sooo happy
unlike the grades i continue to recieve. am i too stupid for DePauw? the thought has crossed my mind...would i be better off at a state school?
i've realized that i'll work hard if i'm really interested. but if i get any distinerested at all i don't do even close of what i should be doing. like my english class, i got my first paper back on thursday. yeah a C on an english paper. that's whay i'm supposed to be good at. shit. now what i do? looks like comm major for me. that's about all i got left that i MIGHT be successful at.
state school? i dunno. i do love depauw. everything else except the grades i get. what is up with that/. i mean seriously....
okay enough bitching. long busy week ahead. i'll keep thinking. try to buckely down. go to w center get help. cry. you know the usual. hopefully i'll pull of grades that are decent. then depauw will be worth the dough. i hope