what a strange girl i am :-P
i'm sooo excited about being a counselor this summer. i think it helps having the possibility of someone like jenna be a colleague :) not a bad bonus. i think her decision/revelation about her life put me in a good mood. also cause i think i could tell how happy it did in the end make her.
mmm i finished a roll of film today. which means pictures soon...wooo hooo.
lately i've been missing aspects of home. mostly family friends. and then random people from my life who i didn't think i would miss.
and then yesterday i missed the weirdest thing. this may sounds completely retarded, but it's a feelin i can still feel and it feels like home to me.
i remembered the feeling of during the spring when i would go tanning after track practice. and i suddenly recalled the feeling of walking after tanning to my car...rolling down the window driving home. feeling warm, tired, and slightly sad..listening to vanessa carlton. i can feel it right now. and it's such a weird thing and but i can feel it exacltly. the exact emotions i had at those exact moments last spring. who knew. oddly it makes me want to visit home.
sigh...i can't think of an event at depauw yet that i can evoke exact feelings from like that. not enough space between i suppose.
well with that...i need sleep...
mmm i finished a roll of film today. which means pictures soon...wooo hooo.
lately i've been missing aspects of home. mostly family friends. and then random people from my life who i didn't think i would miss.
and then yesterday i missed the weirdest thing. this may sounds completely retarded, but it's a feelin i can still feel and it feels like home to me.
i remembered the feeling of during the spring when i would go tanning after track practice. and i suddenly recalled the feeling of walking after tanning to my car...rolling down the window driving home. feeling warm, tired, and slightly sad..listening to vanessa carlton. i can feel it right now. and it's such a weird thing and but i can feel it exacltly. the exact emotions i had at those exact moments last spring. who knew. oddly it makes me want to visit home.
sigh...i can't think of an event at depauw yet that i can evoke exact feelings from like that. not enough space between i suppose.
well with that...i need sleep...