Dec 27, 2006 18:24
Today is Holli's 28th birthday! And I miss her now more than I have ever missed her and I'm not sure why. I think it is because there is so much stuff in my life that is new and that is kinda strange and I wish she was here to help me through them, not so much help me I guess, just be with me and be able to have fun. I often sit and think about how my life would be so much different if she would still be here. Corey would have went to Iraq, they would probably be married, or pretty close to it. She woudl probably be a teacher some where. My family and I would probably be alot happier. But I guess there are things in life that jut happen and you just have to deal with them, so Happy Birthday Holli! I love and miss you!!
Christmas is over and done with. It wasn't anything specail this year. Sometimes I hate going home because I feel so weird, because I am never home anymore so I never know what is going on. I didn't get out of work until 9:40 on Christmas Eve and Ihad to run to my Aunts right after and give Adam somethign he wanted me to pick up in Clarion so by the time I got home it was 11 and all the family stuff was done so I just talked to Rusty, than Christmas day we didn't do dinner at my grams like we always do because she is still not feeling very well. So we went to Heather and Mikes than just came home and than Heather and Mike came down and we had our Christmas with Heather, Mike, ALex, Morgan, Rusty, Megan, Mom, Lamare, and I. So oh well, I guess we grow up and things change. I got more than I asked for, so I guess that is good.
But I guess I am gonna go watch some more tv before I go into work and visit some of the
*Happy Birthday Holli..Wishing You Were Still Here!!* <3