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Aug 31, 2007 20:27

As I said in the old place, I am done there. I hope I don't get bitched out much more this weekend. But hey, knock yourselves out. Just don't ask me to open any more veins.

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jans_intentions September 1 2007, 00:42:31 UTC
I'm sorry I leaped to conclusions about Roger. It was hard not to get upset when it wasn't clear. And I say that because I want you guys to work out, not because I enjoy taking sides ( ... )

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brian_pa September 1 2007, 00:55:13 UTC
To answer your QUESTION, at the moment I am bleeding all over the fucking floor, so no, I don't really feel helped, mostly I feel barraged from all sides.

LadyJane says sometimes I overreact to shit; maybe this is one of those times.

And maybe if and when my wounds heel, I might feel differently.

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brian_pa September 1 2007, 01:08:53 UTC
HEAL
HEAL
HEAL

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jans_intentions September 1 2007, 01:23:04 UTC
Alrighty. That wasn't Freudian then.

Yes, I do believe Jane is right and you are overreacting. Even if Justin has insecurities about you having a friend, he's a very loving person and I don't believe that you can never have a friendship. Michael was a friendship made when you were younger and so you made mistakes with him, well, so what, that doesn't doom you to never managing things better.

Your entire relationship with Justin is an act of hope. It shouldn't work but it does, so I don't think you should write off having friends of your own and him dealing with it.

Also, I thought that while he is busy with the boys and so on, his message did seem to say that he wanted to maybe make up.

I'm sorry you feel shitty. I hope you make up and spend the night in happier activities.

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brian_pa September 2 2007, 03:41:00 UTC
The night was warm. Even with the a/c turned up.

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jans_intentions September 2 2007, 04:24:30 UTC
Yes, I saw. It was satisfying for us to know that, but not as satisfying as it was for you, I'm sure.

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