I should be more discreet about my boredom I think

[brenikma]

When people ask me lately what I've been up to, I usually tell them I don't know. I can't usually think of anything of substance to tell them.

I guess it's because this is what I do in a typical day:

water the plants
contemplate the ugliness of my front yard
ride my bike
play the guitar
do the dishes
browse craigslist for a job
jump in the river
go to the gym
fold my clothes
wonder if I'll ever finish college
cook something
go to tantra
read

San Marcos is a good place to do nothing, and unfortunately I feel I have to be here in order to finish college.
The irony.

It feels kind of like trying to wash your car in a thunderstorm.

I did get in internship though. We'll see what that does for me.