Dec 06, 2007 20:13
Have you ever wanted someone so bad but counldn't have it?
Did you want it so bad that hurt when you knew you couldn't have him?
You want to tell him but you just can't.
I want to hold him hand and never let go.
I want him to love me, why can't i tell him?
Why doesn't he know?
Whay can't he get it?
Why cant i tell himWhy?
I dont want to love him, I won't
i dont want her to know, that's why,
I dont want to hurt anymore
So the preivous entry was about somthing veryveryvery personal, and this one is even more personal. this guy is -wow just wow and he has a girlfriend and they are in love i know its the same just replaced the she's with hes but it means alot ot me and he means so much it is unexplainable i dont know but yeah...
The first face you wanta see, the first voice you wanta hear, the first person you want to feel, hold to love, buti can never feel him i can never hold him he is in love. with someone else. he doesn't want me, he will never want me i will always want him i dont want to love him i dont want him, but i can not leve him i love him i have to love him he is, is just amazing he is allways there and he wont love me.
WHY WON'T HE LOVE ME???
my love?