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i went to state last night to party it up and get my mind off of things. i hung out with amanda pretty much the whole night and got fucked up. it definately got my mind off of alisha...for a while at least. after i got back home i started to feel worthless again. it felt even worse tham it has the last 2 days. i just want this to be over with. feeling like this is killing me. please just make it stop.