Heavens not a place that you go when you die (It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive)
Title: Heavens not a place that you go when you die (It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive)
Rating: R (for a handjob and the not-so-implied blowjob)
Pairing: Andrew Garfield/Jesse Eisenberg
Disclaimer: If this were true I wouldn’t have to write it down
Summary: A fill for the prompt 'Mark/Jesse and Eduardo/Andrew watching porn together' at tsn_kinkmeme
Authors Note: This is the first time Ive written smut in forever, and my first fic in this fandom, so I hope it doesn't suck to bad. The movie I'm talking about is a foreign film called Ao Comeco Do Fim. It's not really porny (think Brokeback Mountain but hotter and not as sad) but the actors kind of remind me of Andrew and Jesse in an odd way. Its a really great film and you should watch it. Lyrics stolen from The Tide by The Spill Canvas.
“Movie night?” Jesse asks from his spot on the couch. One of his cats is lying on his lap as Jesse feeds him sweet and sour chicken left over from the night before.
“Yeah, Emma pretty much insisted we watch it together.” Andrew places the disc on the tray and sits down next to Jesse on the couch. The cat, satisfied with his dinner, jumps out of Jesse’s lap onto the floor .
“What’s it about?”
“I have no idea and it doesn’t have a case so I figured we would just watch it and then yell at her when it’s a piece of crap film.” Andrew looks at Jesse with a smile, and then turns back to the TV.
As the movie plays, Jesse eventually ends up curled against Andrew with his head resting on his shoulder. Andrew’s fingers play with the baby curls at Jesse’s neck, enjoying the warmth it offers to his otherwise cold hands. The first half of the movie is uneventful; It tells the story of two young brothers, who seem to be developing a romantic relationship. Andrew has to admit it’s a little odd, but to him, enjoying incest is just another thing he can pick on Emma about.
Suddenly the boys grow older, and Andrew has to admit that one of them looks a little bit like Jesse only taller. His hair is curly in the same way Jesse’s had to be when they filmed The Social Network. As the two men on screen begin stripping their clothes off, Andrew feels Jesse’s body tense under his finger tips (And, Andrew has to admit, it is an odd movie to be watching with your best friend.) He looks down at the Jesse and asks if he wants him to turn it off.
“No, leave it on, it’s fine, I actually kind of like it.” Jesse tells him. Andrew feels a hand crawl up under his thin shirt to rest against his stomach, tracing his newly defined muscles. Then, Jesse is placing small kisses at his shoulder, his neck, and slowly climbing up his jaw. Andrew turns to look him in his eyes.
They sit like that for a minute, staring at each other, neither sure of what the other wants. Jesse’s hand climbs further up Andrew’s shirt, resting over his heart, as he finally moves closer, his eyes open, wanting to make sure everything’s ok, that Andrew’s not suddenly going to push him away. Their lips meet tentatively at first, with Jesse taking control. Andrew still isn’t completely sure what is happening, but he knows he likes the feeling of Jesse’s lips against his as he moves slowly, still more concerned about his best friend, and he likes the strong hand that’s resting on his chest, and slowly moving towards his nipple, just brushing over it. It all feels so delicate, yet at the same time so very strong.
Then, Jesse’s hand slows as it moves down towards the waist band of Andrew’s jeans. The kiss is broken but they rest their foreheads together. The rise and fall of their chest is in perfect synchronization, and between breaths Jesse manages to whisper, “Is this okay?” To which Andrew’s only response is to swallow and nod.
On the screen, the two men are lying naked in their bed, with the dark haired one leaning over his younger brother, completely nude. Andrew can’t manage to read the subtitles on the screen, but as their conversation finishes, the curly haired one manages to roll them over so he’s on top and suddenly their kissing with such a passion that it’s hard for Andrew to believe that they’re only acting.
Jesse’s hand undoes the button on Andrew’s jeans, pulls down the zipper, and their mouths join together once again. This time though, their tongues enter into the other’s world, tasting and exploring. For the first time, Andrew learns the curves of Jesse’s teeth, and the bumps on the top of his mouth. Jesse palms Andrew’s cock through his underwear, and Andrew responds by bringing a hand to Jesse’s hair, and the other finds its way to Jesse’s thigh, running up and down.
Suddenly, Andrew is overcome with the feeling of Jesse’s bare hand on his hard cock as he strokes it up and down, his thumb playing with the tip. Jesse detaches their mouths to spit on his hand, which makes its way back to Andrew’s pulsing member. The moisture is enough to make Andrew throw his head back on the couch cushion and his mouth falls open. Jesse mouths at his neck, enjoying watching cool, calm and collected Andrew fall apart under his touch.
“Fuck Jess - “ Andrew manages to say, as the hand still tangled in Jesse’s hair tightens its grip. Jesse’s hand plays with his balls before it goes back to the shaft. He releases his grip for a moment and makes a fist before lightly dragging his knuckles up and down the underside of Andrew’s cock as it rests against his stomach.
“Jess - “ Andrew says, and his tone isn’t angry as much as it is annoyed. He’s begging for release, and Jesse is playing with him. Sensing this, Jesse grins against Andrew’s neck and goes back to his original grip around his cock. He works his hand up and down a few more times, and flicks his thumb over the tip once more before he hears Andrew moaning his name as he comes.
After Andrew regains his composure, he gives Jesse another kiss, this one just as soft as the others. He can see the outline of Jesse’s cock through his jeans and traces it with his forefinger. Jesse shudders under his touch, and lays his head back against the couch as Andrew unbuttons his pants and removes his underwear before leaning down to run his tongue along the bottom of Jesse’s cock.
Rating: R (for a handjob and the not-so-implied blowjob)
Pairing: Andrew Garfield/Jesse Eisenberg
Disclaimer: If this were true I wouldn’t have to write it down
Summary: A fill for the prompt 'Mark/Jesse and Eduardo/Andrew watching porn together' at tsn_kinkmeme
Authors Note: This is the first time Ive written smut in forever, and my first fic in this fandom, so I hope it doesn't suck to bad. The movie I'm talking about is a foreign film called Ao Comeco Do Fim. It's not really porny (think Brokeback Mountain but hotter and not as sad) but the actors kind of remind me of Andrew and Jesse in an odd way. Its a really great film and you should watch it. Lyrics stolen from The Tide by The Spill Canvas.
“Movie night?” Jesse asks from his spot on the couch. One of his cats is lying on his lap as Jesse feeds him sweet and sour chicken left over from the night before.
“Yeah, Emma pretty much insisted we watch it together.” Andrew places the disc on the tray and sits down next to Jesse on the couch. The cat, satisfied with his dinner, jumps out of Jesse’s lap onto the floor .
“What’s it about?”
“I have no idea and it doesn’t have a case so I figured we would just watch it and then yell at her when it’s a piece of crap film.” Andrew looks at Jesse with a smile, and then turns back to the TV.
As the movie plays, Jesse eventually ends up curled against Andrew with his head resting on his shoulder. Andrew’s fingers play with the baby curls at Jesse’s neck, enjoying the warmth it offers to his otherwise cold hands. The first half of the movie is uneventful; It tells the story of two young brothers, who seem to be developing a romantic relationship. Andrew has to admit it’s a little odd, but to him, enjoying incest is just another thing he can pick on Emma about.
Suddenly the boys grow older, and Andrew has to admit that one of them looks a little bit like Jesse only taller. His hair is curly in the same way Jesse’s had to be when they filmed The Social Network. As the two men on screen begin stripping their clothes off, Andrew feels Jesse’s body tense under his finger tips (And, Andrew has to admit, it is an odd movie to be watching with your best friend.) He looks down at the Jesse and asks if he wants him to turn it off.
“No, leave it on, it’s fine, I actually kind of like it.” Jesse tells him. Andrew feels a hand crawl up under his thin shirt to rest against his stomach, tracing his newly defined muscles. Then, Jesse is placing small kisses at his shoulder, his neck, and slowly climbing up his jaw. Andrew turns to look him in his eyes.
They sit like that for a minute, staring at each other, neither sure of what the other wants. Jesse’s hand climbs further up Andrew’s shirt, resting over his heart, as he finally moves closer, his eyes open, wanting to make sure everything’s ok, that Andrew’s not suddenly going to push him away. Their lips meet tentatively at first, with Jesse taking control. Andrew still isn’t completely sure what is happening, but he knows he likes the feeling of Jesse’s lips against his as he moves slowly, still more concerned about his best friend, and he likes the strong hand that’s resting on his chest, and slowly moving towards his nipple, just brushing over it. It all feels so delicate, yet at the same time so very strong.
Then, Jesse’s hand slows as it moves down towards the waist band of Andrew’s jeans. The kiss is broken but they rest their foreheads together. The rise and fall of their chest is in perfect synchronization, and between breaths Jesse manages to whisper, “Is this okay?” To which Andrew’s only response is to swallow and nod.
On the screen, the two men are lying naked in their bed, with the dark haired one leaning over his younger brother, completely nude. Andrew can’t manage to read the subtitles on the screen, but as their conversation finishes, the curly haired one manages to roll them over so he’s on top and suddenly their kissing with such a passion that it’s hard for Andrew to believe that they’re only acting.
Jesse’s hand undoes the button on Andrew’s jeans, pulls down the zipper, and their mouths join together once again. This time though, their tongues enter into the other’s world, tasting and exploring. For the first time, Andrew learns the curves of Jesse’s teeth, and the bumps on the top of his mouth. Jesse palms Andrew’s cock through his underwear, and Andrew responds by bringing a hand to Jesse’s hair, and the other finds its way to Jesse’s thigh, running up and down.
Suddenly, Andrew is overcome with the feeling of Jesse’s bare hand on his hard cock as he strokes it up and down, his thumb playing with the tip. Jesse detaches their mouths to spit on his hand, which makes its way back to Andrew’s pulsing member. The moisture is enough to make Andrew throw his head back on the couch cushion and his mouth falls open. Jesse mouths at his neck, enjoying watching cool, calm and collected Andrew fall apart under his touch.
“Fuck Jess - “ Andrew manages to say, as the hand still tangled in Jesse’s hair tightens its grip. Jesse’s hand plays with his balls before it goes back to the shaft. He releases his grip for a moment and makes a fist before lightly dragging his knuckles up and down the underside of Andrew’s cock as it rests against his stomach.
“Jess - “ Andrew says, and his tone isn’t angry as much as it is annoyed. He’s begging for release, and Jesse is playing with him. Sensing this, Jesse grins against Andrew’s neck and goes back to his original grip around his cock. He works his hand up and down a few more times, and flicks his thumb over the tip once more before he hears Andrew moaning his name as he comes.
After Andrew regains his composure, he gives Jesse another kiss, this one just as soft as the others. He can see the outline of Jesse’s cock through his jeans and traces it with his forefinger. Jesse shudders under his touch, and lays his head back against the couch as Andrew unbuttons his pants and removes his underwear before leaning down to run his tongue along the bottom of Jesse’s cock.