it's only tuesday
fuck, my stomach hurts.
-hanging out with sean and erica tonight. Want to kiss him more but am too nervous and invited erica to be cockblock. cannot decide if this is a good decision.
-david gave me a sermon sunday night then cried and told me he was suicidal.
-whined to the socials at school next morning because I couldn't handle my shit.
-still haven't started a good bike for RISD.
-stomach's been hurting on and off steadily since sunday morning.
-put in size 6 guages last night. earlobes rebelled, but have fallen into quiet submission.
what is my fucking life.
-hanging out with sean and erica tonight. Want to kiss him more but am too nervous and invited erica to be cockblock. cannot decide if this is a good decision.
-david gave me a sermon sunday night then cried and told me he was suicidal.
-whined to the socials at school next morning because I couldn't handle my shit.
-still haven't started a good bike for RISD.
-stomach's been hurting on and off steadily since sunday morning.
-put in size 6 guages last night. earlobes rebelled, but have fallen into quiet submission.
what is my fucking life.