So its been awhile..
I suppose its been awhile...there was a point between the time in which i stopped writing and now that i had actually forgotten that i owned a live journal. Its been so long i dont even know what to talk about. I guess ill just start with how im doing. Im good. I am feeling a little more hopeful everyday. Things seem to be going alright. I feel more creative than i used to be. I feel like i can express myself a lot better than i used to be able to. Im 18 soon. Thats exciting. On my birthday i get a new double bass pedal and money. =). Im using the money for a tattoo. Im veryyyyyy excited. I also would like to get an Inverse Labret. I think itd be nice. Val and I are going to quit smoking, or try at least. We are on our last packs and I dont wanna quit. I am going to though. She needs it more than me and i want to do whats best for her. I start work at Bass tomorrow. They have had some profit problems lately and I hope im not a burden. I want to go in there with a positive attitude and improve the company. That would make me feel really good inside if i actually saw that i had to potential to accomplish something good for myself and other people.