Jul 04, 2010 03:52
Wow, just realized its been a while since I've wrote in here. SUPER SORRY.
- Well heres a rundown of the new things going on.
I moved to Oklahoma City to be closer to the hospital, my new Dr., and pulmonary Rehab
Got all moved in a week ago, and I love it..
Things are getting sorted out, I'm kinda "cleaning out my closet".
I cried today. A lot, more so, that the kleenex couldn't keep up.
Is weird, I always knew that these kinda days would come, but never thought it'd be so soon.
As good as it is to say " im on my own" its got two different meanings to it.
my family doesn't want to talk to me, they are upset because Ive moved,
sadly, its been such a great decision so far.
sometimes you've got to go away to appreciate things,
to notice how much you want or need them.
This is my journey now, ive got to make the best of it.
but its harder then i thought it would be.
I want to call and tell my parents of the great things going on,
but i know they won't listen, or even care.
ughh this is irritating..
Im going to go to bed, maybe after a glass of milk and cookies, I'll feel better.
Sweet dreams.
Happy 4th of july.
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