Aug 30, 2010 01:41
Lets start off by saying that alot has changed,
Just resently talked to my transplant doctor, and he says Im too "Healthy" for a transplant at this time.
I'm kinda uneasy about the situation, but I can breathe, with my own lungs, and it feels amazing, I havent been able to do this in a while and I love the feeling. I'm off of oxygen, been off for a while, but I always used to want it.. like a security thing, anf now I dont need it, or want it. Life is getting better. I just did a quick round of tune up meds, and I'm feeling pretty damn good.
I firmly believe I moved down here, and its been the best decision of y life. I miss my family I will say that, but My god, Im healthier again, Im on my own, and I've met some of the best people.
Well birthday time is Coming up, I'll be the big 2-1 .... I'm super stoked about this one, All my dr's said I wouldn't make it to this year, and here I am, I wanna calll them Up and tell then what I really have to think about it.. You don't just tell somone they wont make it to live ... its ridiculous.
anyway gotta get off here.
<3 he's waitin on my.
-- Kepp breathing babes.