Maybe perfection really does come through silence.....?

[breakmy_fall]

I know nobody reads this so it doesn't matter anyway but just to account to myself again..I've given up on everything that I've been trying to work out. The other day I found out that Phil doesn't know my name and he probably doesn't like me so there's no sense in trying there..then last night was just a whole big mess and I feel like I have no

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It's Ginger...

[anonymous]

Nyk...I don't see how you could feel like that, I warned u about phil being a lil pot head, and i know it still hurts, but thats not the end of the world, and babe u have friends...trust me ur not a screw up. I really don't understand why u feel like that... I luv you girl... I'm here for u if u need me.
Always...
~*Ginger*~

[imperfect_starr]

Nicola, whoa. Don't think of everything like that.So what, Phil doesnt like you the way you like him. It happens to everyone, we all have those problems. But don't say things like that. You have so may friends who you cant count on, and don't say your gonna give up on things and stuff. its crazy Nicola. your probably just going though some rough times, dont take it all so hard.everythings going to turn around, and you know I'm here, whennnevvverrr you need me . <33

[endless_pain]

Seriously dont worry about phil. apparently he's a loser if he doesnt like you. there is so many other guys out there..just as good or better then him. so dont stress on it.And about the whole smoking thing with all of them. dont make it a big deal, because that causes drama. and theres really no need for drama about something that stupid. Its just smoking cig's, i mean if it was pot yea sure but its not. and dont despise them because they smoke, yea i know its not the best thing for them but hey! its there life if thats what they wanna do then let them do it. its a fad it will stop soon. and dont you ever say you dont want me as a friend again! or ill bop you in the nose biotch. lol u know u love me!!!! its in there somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!! cuz im cool and i can pretty much make an ass of myself at all times, like now for instance!! even tho i cant spell. wow now im leaving cuz i smell. and showers are good!!! later gator!! word to your mother. if u need to talk im me as well. later =)

[breakmy_fall]

Thank you everyone for being here for me...I LOVE ALL OF YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! I'm sorry it had to come to this but I guess I'm happy it did because I honestly know who really cares. You guys are incredible! I don't know who or where I'd be without you!
As Always