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spent the whole weekend with jamies mom and sister...i love jamies room...i keep thinking that im gonna wake up and hes gonna be there but he never is :( just somethign to look forward to i guess. i miss him alot. its been harder than i thought...being without him, but i know everythings gonna be okay. i love being with his mom, shes so awesome and ive learned so much, especially about military related things. its cool and im happy to have such a good relationship with her. it would be alot harder to go through this without her i think. anyway....i went to the Ia Drang Battle of 1965's 40th anniversery military ball last night. i love our vets. i almost cried during the god damn ceremony for christ sake. im such a cry baby. oh well, better out than in!
thanksgivings coming up. i love thanksgiving. it makes me think alot. about people that cant be with their families during holidays...about people who cant afford thanksgiving...about peoeple who can...i dono. makes me feel a little less self absorbed and egotistical than i usually am. my mom booked a week long spa vacation in niagra falls. thats where ill be spending my thanksgiving. jamies family invited me to thier meal but looks like ill be up north.
come to think of it...ive never had a thanksgiving at home really. usualyl we go to the woodholme. thats our country club...it has always been with my family though. so i guess it doesnt matter where you have it. i miss jamie.
im gonna stop rambling i think. damn niquill....does wonders but makes me go all emo. and emo+hayley nicola hassan dont mix well. so...with that i leave you with jamies last letter to me:
hi angel,
ive been thinkin about u since we talked on the phone. ur my perfect lil angel. muah. is ur dog dead yet? anyway, really dam tired, havent slept since i got off the phone wit u, as soon as i got bak to my bed i had to go out again, been livin off energy drinks and power bars since then. after this email im goin to bed tho. i love you so much. I NEED MORE PICTURES!! i love seeing your face, ur so beautiful, and those dimples when u smile are so fuckin cute it makes me wanna grow tits so i can hav an excuse for going "awwwwwwww..." MUAH. thats all for now angel. i love you so much.
-Jamie
I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!! oh man :) (and btw...he really hates my dog. which is partially the reason why he got me a new puppy...named snuffy)
thanksgivings coming up. i love thanksgiving. it makes me think alot. about people that cant be with their families during holidays...about people who cant afford thanksgiving...about peoeple who can...i dono. makes me feel a little less self absorbed and egotistical than i usually am. my mom booked a week long spa vacation in niagra falls. thats where ill be spending my thanksgiving. jamies family invited me to thier meal but looks like ill be up north.
come to think of it...ive never had a thanksgiving at home really. usualyl we go to the woodholme. thats our country club...it has always been with my family though. so i guess it doesnt matter where you have it. i miss jamie.
im gonna stop rambling i think. damn niquill....does wonders but makes me go all emo. and emo+hayley nicola hassan dont mix well. so...with that i leave you with jamies last letter to me:
hi angel,
ive been thinkin about u since we talked on the phone. ur my perfect lil angel. muah. is ur dog dead yet? anyway, really dam tired, havent slept since i got off the phone wit u, as soon as i got bak to my bed i had to go out again, been livin off energy drinks and power bars since then. after this email im goin to bed tho. i love you so much. I NEED MORE PICTURES!! i love seeing your face, ur so beautiful, and those dimples when u smile are so fuckin cute it makes me wanna grow tits so i can hav an excuse for going "awwwwwwww..." MUAH. thats all for now angel. i love you so much.
-Jamie
I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!! oh man :) (and btw...he really hates my dog. which is partially the reason why he got me a new puppy...named snuffy)