Beautiful Continuation for a Beautiful... Well... Not so Beautiful life

Mar 22, 2006 19:17

*Real Life*

I got to see my dearest love, Megan. She looked as beautiful as ever. I miss her... I was going to write her a letter since I never get to speak to her but instead she came to my house with my sis for my dad's b-day. We talked, I told her everything that I had written on the letter. I let her listen to the song I thought fit our situation perfectly. I love her... Till my dieing day I'll love her. The world doesn't mean as much as she does. No one means as much she does. Heh, My dearest megan...

This weekend was the debate tournament of the ages! Omg it was awesome! Let's see, since it was Varsity, and I'm novice, I took on the mindset that if I got 1 judges vote at all then I won the whole tournament... And guess what! I got 1! But It kinda makes me sad because... This girl, omg this girl..(I'll talk more about her in *secret life*). Yea, so then, that night, we got back to the hotel. I got compleeeeeeetttttteeelllyyy fucked up, I drank 8oz. I was chilling out in the bathtub till about 3 o'clock when one of my roomies who was supposed to be fast asleep decides to get up and go to the restroom. I come to when the lights turn on, I was in the middle of a convo with god too... Well, He asked why I was in the bathtub at 3 in the mornin and after alittle bit of avoiding I just told him I did some shrooms. Well, After he is done, he goes out to get a soda from the machine at 3. On his way down he hears this room of 3 girls being obnoxiously loud. I mean, cmon, 3 in the mornin, in a hotel, 3 girls... So, me and the guy who cought me in the bathroom procede to go over to the girls room to hook up, y'dig? So this is how the Convo goes:

Me: *knock knock*
Girl: Omg, Someone's at our door, Wtf does he want, It's 3 in the morning.
Me: Um, I was just wondering if you girls could keep it down, It's 3 and people are trying to sleep.
Girl: Are we really being that loud? We're sorry.
AJ(my friend who went pee): What are you girls doing in there that could be so loud?
Girl: We're just talking.
AJ: Mind if we join you?
Girl: No problem, Yall just need to be out of here before our supervisors wake up.(they coincidently were also on the same debate trip)
Me: No problem, We'll be out by 6.
Girl: Ok, come in. *Pulls AJ in, and another girl pulls me in*

The night procedes with very little talk... If ya know what I mean.

Things are looking up for me and Gabby-kin. She broke up with her boyfriend last saturday and I have this semi-date/hang out day saturday with her. I hope she considers it a date because I plan on asking her out then... Man, If things pull through with me and her then I have to honestly say I believe the whole talking to god thing because he honestly said this would happen. I really like her... I don't know what it is about her... but something is pulling me towards her.

*Secret Life*

First, this girl from the debate trip. She has got to be an Angel or something because god damn... She seemed like she was hiding/running from something. I was talking with her alittle before the round and she was always looking around. I don't know what for but she was scared. I like meeting angels and all but when I do that always means something's going wrong. She must have been attracted to Brazer's power, to protect her from whatever it was that's after her.

Next, Brazer and I have had our own steady life now for quite some time. He's been doing his 'ol thing, and I've been doing mine. I'm going to start practicing the Dual Control again because it was amazing when we did it. Things are proceding smoothly around my secret life lately. AND I FINALLY REMEMBERED THE KEEPER OF TIMES NAME!!! IT'S LEGAN! Omg, I've been struggling for countless hours trying to remember it. I didn't know if he just erased it from my memory or what. I asked Jon what it was and he couldn't remember it either. Jon ended up just asking his friend(Legan's brother).

Hopefully this long strand of good won't start a long strand of bad because that would suck. It's usually good, then bad, then good, then bad, etc. But I do not want to face the concequences of this massive amount of good. I hope to death that it's just a really long underlying bad that is weak... Plz...
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