weather change?
So i never update this crappy thing but i guess I should make more of an effort to do so. So whats new? ummm my bestfriend is continously blowing me off, I have no money, I have a speeding ticket to pay for, no boyfriend and everyone else around me does, ummm lets see here, the fattest I have ever been in my whole life, very helpless feeling, no pizazz at all, no will to wake up in the morning, and no normal sleep schedule at all. I don't know any other way of putting it except i feel alone and I feel depressed and its my fault complelty. well except the whole being blown off thing, i don't quite understand. Welcome to my pity party. Please don't leave any uplifting fake messages cause i won't believe them anyways.