So...bad....

[brattibebe]

I woke up this morning and realized it's over. Very bittersweet.
Last night all the cool cats (or just the people who weren't allowed to go to Sean's because of the Guys and Dolls cast party scandal + significant others and Xandi) hung out over here. My parents wanted to offer a "clean cast party alternative" for "Adam and people like Adam," so naturally we got piss drunk and had an orgy. =)

Sometimes I feel like I could live off of jasmine rice and water...or chocolate milk...or DDP (DPD)...and sometimes I feel like I want to tell Sabrina off.

Beautiful, amid
The masses you hid.
But now the whole crowd
Is watching-look proud.
Like an oddity
On display to see,
Only you feel the
Intense misery.
Yet you shine brightest;
Others are impressed.
Pulled so many ways,
Receiving much praise
But sacrificing
Yourself. Enticing
The world to see it:
Perfection(bullshit)
How long will it take
Before your mask breaks?
You're killing yourself;
Emotions on the shelf.
Contentment you'll find
Brings true peace of mind,
Don't measure your worth
By standards of earth.