May 28, 2004 10:01
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I´m wasting away.
I know I´ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.
I miss him so much.
I had a dream last night. He roused me from my sleep. We giggled about his wanna-be goatee. He looked down at me, stroked my face, told me he loved me. Then he climbed into my bed and we fell asleep holding each other.
If only it were real.
I hate waking up everyday with tears in my eyes.