Breathe
Well, after being sick of running around in circles with my head firmly planted up my ass I confronted him. Yeah, I made Chas sit down and actually decide upon something. I know, I know...the king of "I don't know" had to lay out flat answers for the queen of order. Things are *a lot* better than I had perviously imagined.
Of course, this makes me absolutely fucking ecstatic! As everyone has probably noticed, I love him. I love him more than I can possibly explain and losing him is just a fate I do not want.
Currently, we are just going to stick to talking to each other on the phone and occassionally seeing each other. Sometime in the next two weeks he might be out in Niagara Falls (which is sorta an important place to us) and we will hopefully see each other. I hope my work schedule doesn't screw it up. ~_~ At Ryan and Alicia's wedding, next weekend, we'll see each other there too. The wedding should be fun, I'll get to see a lot of friends I miss and of course the man of my dreams.
I like the idea of just talking on the phone for now. We have distance to find ourselves again and not worry about what the other will think. However, it affords us the closeness to recant our days and still have contact. This phone deal is what I need in this relationship, space but still with security.
I'm pleased. ^_^
Finally, one part of my life has a little order.
Of course, this makes me absolutely fucking ecstatic! As everyone has probably noticed, I love him. I love him more than I can possibly explain and losing him is just a fate I do not want.
Currently, we are just going to stick to talking to each other on the phone and occassionally seeing each other. Sometime in the next two weeks he might be out in Niagara Falls (which is sorta an important place to us) and we will hopefully see each other. I hope my work schedule doesn't screw it up. ~_~ At Ryan and Alicia's wedding, next weekend, we'll see each other there too. The wedding should be fun, I'll get to see a lot of friends I miss and of course the man of my dreams.
I like the idea of just talking on the phone for now. We have distance to find ourselves again and not worry about what the other will think. However, it affords us the closeness to recant our days and still have contact. This phone deal is what I need in this relationship, space but still with security.
I'm pleased. ^_^
Finally, one part of my life has a little order.