Another Lesson Learned
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words.
After five years I think I might have this one. No matter how much you tell someone what you are feeling they won't completely understand. It's not their fault they don't understand like you do...even if it is their fault you are in this situation. There is no point in rubbing their nose into the shit. It is up to you to be strong, pick up the bits and pieces from your heart and march on. No matter how shattered your strength may be, you will always have enough to walk farther alone.
Fact remains I have more hatred in me now than I thought I ever could.
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step 'cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I am walking on
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words.
After five years I think I might have this one. No matter how much you tell someone what you are feeling they won't completely understand. It's not their fault they don't understand like you do...even if it is their fault you are in this situation. There is no point in rubbing their nose into the shit. It is up to you to be strong, pick up the bits and pieces from your heart and march on. No matter how shattered your strength may be, you will always have enough to walk farther alone.
Fact remains I have more hatred in me now than I thought I ever could.
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step 'cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I am walking on