What a start to this year..
So another year has just blown right by before my eyes. It seems to me that as I get older, the faster time goes by and I feel like I do nothing and get nothing accomplished. The start of this year has been a little bit of a flaky one but I know that I will get through it. Alot has changed for me in the transition from 06 to 07.
I have the most wonderful boyfriend, and I love him more than words could describe. I have lost most, well I probably should just say all my friends. My family and me arent on the same terms that we used to be. I seem to not be able to do much of anything right. But everytime that I am down, Scott is right there to help me. And he has everytime something has gone wrong, so much for my "best friends".
But I think that I have come to realize that there is no such thing. There is no such thing as a "best" anything. No friend is truely best because they never think the same and always find one better, or they find reasons to be mad and not speak for no logical reason to be found on the universe, kinda just a because they can type deal.
Being friends with girls is more work than my actual job. Takes so much more dedication and effort. My job I can just do and be done with, but friends, especially best ones are the hardest to come by. Being a chick isnt as easy, or as great as everyone has it cracked out to be.
That has most definately been the hardest thing about the end of 06 to now. But as I sit and think about all of this. I realize that although these problems with my friends and work and home life bothering me isnt making me any less happy, I am so happy with Scott, everything is just so much better with him in my life. And I have his whole family behind me more than my own family. It means alot to have someone elses family treat me like I am home no matter what happens. They might be the ones that I start considering my "best". Im not sure what best catergory they would fall under but they are certainly the best. All of them. The most fantastic people that I have ever had the pleasure of getting to know. And for that I owe so many thanks.
So I hope that I make 07 the best it can be. And the same for everyone else as well.
Dont take time for granted because it really does fly by.
Never think that your nothing
Never cry at night over not being pretty enough
Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough
Because to someone, you're everything
To someone, you're gorgeous
To someone, you are their world.
Happiness is looking into the eyes of someone you love
And realizing that the look in their eyes is the same one you have in yours.
I have the most wonderful boyfriend, and I love him more than words could describe. I have lost most, well I probably should just say all my friends. My family and me arent on the same terms that we used to be. I seem to not be able to do much of anything right. But everytime that I am down, Scott is right there to help me. And he has everytime something has gone wrong, so much for my "best friends".
But I think that I have come to realize that there is no such thing. There is no such thing as a "best" anything. No friend is truely best because they never think the same and always find one better, or they find reasons to be mad and not speak for no logical reason to be found on the universe, kinda just a because they can type deal.
Being friends with girls is more work than my actual job. Takes so much more dedication and effort. My job I can just do and be done with, but friends, especially best ones are the hardest to come by. Being a chick isnt as easy, or as great as everyone has it cracked out to be.
That has most definately been the hardest thing about the end of 06 to now. But as I sit and think about all of this. I realize that although these problems with my friends and work and home life bothering me isnt making me any less happy, I am so happy with Scott, everything is just so much better with him in my life. And I have his whole family behind me more than my own family. It means alot to have someone elses family treat me like I am home no matter what happens. They might be the ones that I start considering my "best". Im not sure what best catergory they would fall under but they are certainly the best. All of them. The most fantastic people that I have ever had the pleasure of getting to know. And for that I owe so many thanks.
So I hope that I make 07 the best it can be. And the same for everyone else as well.
Dont take time for granted because it really does fly by.
Never think that your nothing
Never cry at night over not being pretty enough
Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough
Because to someone, you're everything
To someone, you're gorgeous
To someone, you are their world.
Happiness is looking into the eyes of someone you love
And realizing that the look in their eyes is the same one you have in yours.