Hey Motivation, can we be friends?
Wallet Gone on Monday. Not sure if it was stolen or I'm just an idiot and lost it some how.
Either way, it's gone. Had to order new ID, new credit cards, new insurance cards, social security card... the whole lot.
So frustrating.
Got a new one in the mail today. Darrin sent me an exact replica of the one I was so totally in love with that decided to leave me.
But it makes me sad to look at it.. because I want to open it up and see my drivers license and my previous life I had in the old one.
On Wednesday when I decided to get my life back (order new everything etc) I dropped my phone outside the post office and the screen proceeded to smash to pieces. I have insurance... BUT I don't have a credit card or anything to pay the $50 for the new one yet.. so I have to wait and try to read through a million cracks. & I got another flat tire, just to add to how amazing my Wednesday was.
Aaaaahhhh life.
Needless to say, this week produced my first major breakdown. Anxiety attacks are wonderful.
It was the first, of what I'm assuming are many to come, in grad school.
Today was good though. Formed a study group with a few girls, went to happy hour with a bunch of other first years and then to another bar with a few after. I am forcing myself to be social. I know it's good for me.
in 3 weeks I have 3 huge papers due. Then the week after a research proposal. With tons of things in the mix along the way.
Overwhelming.
I told Darrin I was starting to rethink this whole grad school thing and that maybe I just might make an amazing housewife. He didn't seem amused.
Starry, however, said I could be hers.
Always good to have a back up plan.
This week really took it out of me. I definitely hit the bottom and had a few days of complete lack of motivation. I'm hoping I can turn that around this weekend.
Need to figure out how to get motivated.
Either way, it's gone. Had to order new ID, new credit cards, new insurance cards, social security card... the whole lot.
So frustrating.
Got a new one in the mail today. Darrin sent me an exact replica of the one I was so totally in love with that decided to leave me.
But it makes me sad to look at it.. because I want to open it up and see my drivers license and my previous life I had in the old one.
On Wednesday when I decided to get my life back (order new everything etc) I dropped my phone outside the post office and the screen proceeded to smash to pieces. I have insurance... BUT I don't have a credit card or anything to pay the $50 for the new one yet.. so I have to wait and try to read through a million cracks. & I got another flat tire, just to add to how amazing my Wednesday was.
Aaaaahhhh life.
Needless to say, this week produced my first major breakdown. Anxiety attacks are wonderful.
It was the first, of what I'm assuming are many to come, in grad school.
Today was good though. Formed a study group with a few girls, went to happy hour with a bunch of other first years and then to another bar with a few after. I am forcing myself to be social. I know it's good for me.
in 3 weeks I have 3 huge papers due. Then the week after a research proposal. With tons of things in the mix along the way.
Overwhelming.
I told Darrin I was starting to rethink this whole grad school thing and that maybe I just might make an amazing housewife. He didn't seem amused.
Starry, however, said I could be hers.
Always good to have a back up plan.
This week really took it out of me. I definitely hit the bottom and had a few days of complete lack of motivation. I'm hoping I can turn that around this weekend.
Need to figure out how to get motivated.