Dec 01, 2005 21:05
hm. whats stopping me from calling you?
I think about you quite a bit. Which is weird, because I've always told myself that I really wasnt as into you as I thought. Apparently i'm a liar. Should I call you? its been like 4 months or something like that. Too long? Possibly. But I cant shake you. I just cant. Its wee-urd. Alot of things are reminding me of you, and us. Honestly. I tell myself that its because I dont want to be alone, maybe thats why....but, I honestly dont mind being alone all that much. The only time its unbearable is whenever I'm watching TV or a movie that is about relationships or whatever.
I've always had a way with words. But the way that i'm feeling right now is leaving me speechless. Not the good way either.