Sep 20, 2006 22:56
so brents asking his mom about moving back again and hes gonna call me back. hes asked like 5 times before but its always a no but its still worth a try. i hope it is better news this time.
so anyway, i just wanted to update about something that annoys me. well maybe not annoys but something that bothers me in a way and kinda makes me sad.
i was looking on myspace and i see people, young and beautiful talking about drugs and weed and have pictures up of them "on drugs"
so many people dont realize what life is really about. they think its just having fun, but theres so many better ways to have fun than drinking and drugs. they dont realize that they can do so much with their life that can make them feel way better than any drug ever has before. in the end, you wont be happy, youll go downhill and find yourself in a mess and wish you never started it to begin with but you dont stop because youre used to the lifestyle. i hate seeing it but like the majority of teens are into those kind of things. drugs, sex, drinking. i dont understand how people can go around having sex with people they just met or people they are not even with. i dont mean to judge them but its hard not to, them doing that and not caring gives off the impression that they dont respect themselves so how can i respect them? i wont be rude to them but deep down i feel so bad for them. people think sex is no big deal. i dont understand how. thats so risky these days. do they not realize how common stds are and they can get it so easily. stds is something i would be terrified of getting. that can ruin your life. even if its a treatable one, how can people not care about that? its gross. and im sure it would be no fun having to deal with. and people that constantly have sex dont care enough to get checked! think about if you find out you have an uncurable std and you fell in love with someone later in life that was clean of stds, you couldnt just have sex with them and give it to them.. and if you never got checked and gave it to them, thats just selfish. i think it is selfish to not get checked and continue having sex with people. that can really ruin a good person.
most of these people, not to be hypocritical, go nowhere in life. they stop caring about grades and their future and they end up miserable. i hope most grow out of this. theres so much more to life, like being successful and getting far in life and having a family. i cant imagine how good its going to feel when i get out of college and make good money. im going to feel so proud of myself. i cant wait to get married and have a family, and money to support my kids, i dont want them to have a life like me.
i think most start doing things like this to fit in, thenthey get used to it and continue to do these things and stop caring about more important things in life.