blergh.
So, I'm sick.
I find it interesting how the body usually caves in and stops fighting when your life's booming and in over drive due to an overwhelming amount of social drama and excitement. Maybe we get sick because we need to slow down. Being sick forces us to step back and be alone; chill out in order to heal ourselves.
I really feel like this year has been one of my biggest years to date. So much has happened in the course of just the last few months, and perhaps it's time to go into a pain killer induced coma and reflect. I need time and quiet to really understand the experiences I've had this year, and who I've consequently become.
For my last few weeks of uni I plan on taking it easy. Get better, eat better, be active and for god's sake DO THE UNI WORK. Then, after it's over I can indulge in a few ciders during a beach house road trip with buddies, and perhaps go overseas to see relatives but also spend some time alone.
Alone. I haven't been that in a long, long while.
I find it interesting how the body usually caves in and stops fighting when your life's booming and in over drive due to an overwhelming amount of social drama and excitement. Maybe we get sick because we need to slow down. Being sick forces us to step back and be alone; chill out in order to heal ourselves.
I really feel like this year has been one of my biggest years to date. So much has happened in the course of just the last few months, and perhaps it's time to go into a pain killer induced coma and reflect. I need time and quiet to really understand the experiences I've had this year, and who I've consequently become.
For my last few weeks of uni I plan on taking it easy. Get better, eat better, be active and for god's sake DO THE UNI WORK. Then, after it's over I can indulge in a few ciders during a beach house road trip with buddies, and perhaps go overseas to see relatives but also spend some time alone.
Alone. I haven't been that in a long, long while.