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Lately i have begun to feel fulfilled. Its starting in my toes but the more and more i follow this thing that i love the better i feel about myself and the happier i feel overall.
but at the same time..i come here and then i read katys posts and it makes me feel empty because i miss her and lindsey so much!!
but i understand whats happening. i kind of feel like we are a couple..the three of us. and we are just taking some time to grow as individuals and soon we will come back together and live happily as old maids who drink wine together more often than not. i think they are my soul people. two that i can and plan on carrying with me for a very long time. the women that i will call to bitch too when i am in my forties and having a midlife crisis haha
besides thattttttt. i am finally for the first time making friends at school. i realllly dont know what took me so fucking long to get over that barrier but i feel like my network is growing and that is something that is very important to me. amy is becoming one of my besties. and i have waited since 8th grade, but i finally have the blossoming love between amanda carpp and myself that i always knew would happen. :) makes me happy all day everyday haha
school is going very well btw. and it makes me happy everyday. it is very hard. and 21 credits is something i will probably never ever do again. but after this quarter i am done with my humanties credits! one step closer to realllll college haha
uhhh tray and i r on a break. i think i mentioned this in my last entry?? maybe. i dunno its not a big break. just some space because i have no time for anything basically.
<3 which is why i must go. no time!
i got
got got
got no
time!
but at the same time..i come here and then i read katys posts and it makes me feel empty because i miss her and lindsey so much!!
but i understand whats happening. i kind of feel like we are a couple..the three of us. and we are just taking some time to grow as individuals and soon we will come back together and live happily as old maids who drink wine together more often than not. i think they are my soul people. two that i can and plan on carrying with me for a very long time. the women that i will call to bitch too when i am in my forties and having a midlife crisis haha
besides thattttttt. i am finally for the first time making friends at school. i realllly dont know what took me so fucking long to get over that barrier but i feel like my network is growing and that is something that is very important to me. amy is becoming one of my besties. and i have waited since 8th grade, but i finally have the blossoming love between amanda carpp and myself that i always knew would happen. :) makes me happy all day everyday haha
school is going very well btw. and it makes me happy everyday. it is very hard. and 21 credits is something i will probably never ever do again. but after this quarter i am done with my humanties credits! one step closer to realllll college haha
uhhh tray and i r on a break. i think i mentioned this in my last entry?? maybe. i dunno its not a big break. just some space because i have no time for anything basically.
<3 which is why i must go. no time!
i got
got got
got no
time!