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it seems theres no time for anything anymore!! im in a terrible mood today but im gonna try and not let that reflect in this post because lately things have been pretty good. extremely stressful and kind of killing me but good.
its almost finals week. what happened to this quarter?! it really sucks that i fucked up my foot because this month is really a go get em month and i dont have time for an injury at all.
so the first of the month is when it happened. i was playing frisbee with michael james grant, actor. (more on him later) and i jumped up to catch it and came down wrong and rolled my ankle and ripped a tendon. thank god i dont need surgery. it hurts all the time but i have a boot and i can walk and some random guy gave me vicodin yesterday so hey. waddya know about that.
my gothic literature class seems to be fizzling, were reading beloved right now and i cannnnoooottttt get into it. its terrible. only two people in my class have even started it and were sposed to be done by thursday. im gonna be sad to leave that class but at the same time im so over this quarter and ready to move on.
acting/writing/directing has been fun. we have one or two things left to film and then its over. its kinda weird missing the entire 2nd to last week of school cuz it kinda put me in next quarter mode and im not thinking about these classes.
musical auditions were on monday. they went ok..there was a lot of girls auditioning though. dance auditions were on tuesday and i obviously couldnt dance so im thinking that was probably a big factor of why i didnt get a callback. apparently theyve already casted people and now the callbacks are just for people they were having trouble deciding on. so theres a tiny chance i did get a part because they arent releasing the list till they have the whole cast set..but im not holding my breath. which kinda fucks up my schedule and life but what can ya do but try?
i havent worked in about two weeks..so the bannk accounts getting a little dry. which is a bummer but i cannot imagine working right now. i cant think as is.
my birthday is on friday :) i have absolutely no plans.
apparently tray bought me something expensive. which i kinda hate.
things have been kinda rocky for me and tray lately. for the last like month and a half actually. i dont know what really started the whole thing but its mainly a matter of him not doing anything ever. hes been unemployed for like 7 months with one attempt at getting a job. cant process the idea of going back to school. and i basically just dont have the time to just sit around with him anymore. its terribly sad and were not breaking up or anything. we just might jsut be needing a little bit of space? thats so gay but i can kinda understand why people do it. nothing has been discussed yet. just me talking out of my ass basically. i think its good for couples to kind of step back every once in awhile and re-examine life and the way the relationship is fitting into it. im just starting to feel this itch for independence and to build up my confidence and self as a person on my own. its an age thing i guess i dont know. i still love him its jsut....different somehow.
and to stir things up i have a crush on the kid who busted my ankle haha i havent had a crush on a boy in almost 3 and a half years. its very weird. thats all it is though a harmless little crush.
ahh. so my life. theres just so much more, but its impossible to tell on a day to day basis what insanity i go through. and i love every minute of it. i love being busy. and doing things.
ahh
brody dalle sang it best..."i got freedom and my youth!"
its almost finals week. what happened to this quarter?! it really sucks that i fucked up my foot because this month is really a go get em month and i dont have time for an injury at all.
so the first of the month is when it happened. i was playing frisbee with michael james grant, actor. (more on him later) and i jumped up to catch it and came down wrong and rolled my ankle and ripped a tendon. thank god i dont need surgery. it hurts all the time but i have a boot and i can walk and some random guy gave me vicodin yesterday so hey. waddya know about that.
my gothic literature class seems to be fizzling, were reading beloved right now and i cannnnoooottttt get into it. its terrible. only two people in my class have even started it and were sposed to be done by thursday. im gonna be sad to leave that class but at the same time im so over this quarter and ready to move on.
acting/writing/directing has been fun. we have one or two things left to film and then its over. its kinda weird missing the entire 2nd to last week of school cuz it kinda put me in next quarter mode and im not thinking about these classes.
musical auditions were on monday. they went ok..there was a lot of girls auditioning though. dance auditions were on tuesday and i obviously couldnt dance so im thinking that was probably a big factor of why i didnt get a callback. apparently theyve already casted people and now the callbacks are just for people they were having trouble deciding on. so theres a tiny chance i did get a part because they arent releasing the list till they have the whole cast set..but im not holding my breath. which kinda fucks up my schedule and life but what can ya do but try?
i havent worked in about two weeks..so the bannk accounts getting a little dry. which is a bummer but i cannot imagine working right now. i cant think as is.
my birthday is on friday :) i have absolutely no plans.
apparently tray bought me something expensive. which i kinda hate.
things have been kinda rocky for me and tray lately. for the last like month and a half actually. i dont know what really started the whole thing but its mainly a matter of him not doing anything ever. hes been unemployed for like 7 months with one attempt at getting a job. cant process the idea of going back to school. and i basically just dont have the time to just sit around with him anymore. its terribly sad and were not breaking up or anything. we just might jsut be needing a little bit of space? thats so gay but i can kinda understand why people do it. nothing has been discussed yet. just me talking out of my ass basically. i think its good for couples to kind of step back every once in awhile and re-examine life and the way the relationship is fitting into it. im just starting to feel this itch for independence and to build up my confidence and self as a person on my own. its an age thing i guess i dont know. i still love him its jsut....different somehow.
and to stir things up i have a crush on the kid who busted my ankle haha i havent had a crush on a boy in almost 3 and a half years. its very weird. thats all it is though a harmless little crush.
ahh. so my life. theres just so much more, but its impossible to tell on a day to day basis what insanity i go through. and i love every minute of it. i love being busy. and doing things.
ahh
brody dalle sang it best..."i got freedom and my youth!"