Yes indeed

Jan 23, 2008 08:36

I'm alone again
but I'm doing good
being more productive
getting shit taken care of
not sleeping well tho
depression keeps the sleep away.
I'm never fully awake
But I'm never fully asleep.
I'm hopeful
I'm alive
Don't have much to do tho...
Don't really have many friends
Kinda need to find a female somewhere
But then again not really
I'm working out a lot
nothing better to do
gained 15 pounds in one week
By time I go out in public again I'll be a beast.
Its almost 9am and I've been laying in bed
staring at the ceiling all night,
went and saw 'The Orphanage' with Elizabeth and some of her friends.
twas bad ass...
I need someone to hold on to
I feel too alone
now that I have my bullshit together I realize
I have nothing to show for it
good god I need to get laid
maybe instead of working out so much :p

A lot has been going through my head
thinking about all the crazy shit, the fun shit,
Amari and I
watching that Mexican guy crush his head and die
I remember school and drugs
my youth seems like its only a dream
a dream that was wasted

Mehh
I'll stop this pointless post
Ill read it in a year
and hate myself for not being
any better of a person.

Dreams are given to you
when your young enough to dream em
before they do you any harm
They don't start to hurt
unless you try to hold on to em
after seeing what they really are
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