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I'm worried about a person in my life. This person means a lot to me. More than this person probably knows. I can't do anything about it but I feel like at the end of it i'm gonna be standing there saying "told ya so". People make things out to be WAY more complicated than they really are. I really don't like where this is gonna go and end up. I guess that kind of makes me sound like an ass. As if I know what will happen but then again i've seen it SO many times before and when I get that gut feeling i'm getting now i'm usually right. I'm glad for the most part my life is pretty simple. I find hanging out with people such a hassle. It's never just get together it's always this big long ordeal. "Suzzy finishes work at 8. She's gonna pick me up but I have to finish cleaning first. Then we have to get billie bob oh and can you go and do this?" It's never a simple ya we'll be over at 8. Always something. I can't stand it. I'd rather just do whatever myself. Easier that way. hahah i've become such a recluse. I do enjoy the company of others, I just need to find the right people. Which should be easy. I seem to make friends wherever I go or whatever I do. I just need to meet them. That's it. All that's on my mind. Time for some Family Guy, then bed. For the first time in a while i'm feeling pretty optimistic about things. I just truly feel like everything is going to turn out and that I have nothing to worry about :). Night