Time for a Public entry....
this song is making me cry. but i guess it's good =\ emotional release is really something i need right now... i dont know what is going on with me lately. i am slipping into something that i can't get myself out of, and i am seriously dreading school...i think i did a horrible job on an essay that i needed the grade for...Hubbard is killing me
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please...don't do this...seriously, i Hate it
more than almost anything in the world when i
myself, hurt other people, unintentionally...
please don't let it get to you...
and i honestly dont know what the hell is going
on in my mind lately...i need to get a grip on
something/find somewhere or somehow get to what
i think i belong to...because lately i have just
been sitting in my mind and dozing out into other
dimensions due to loneliness, even though i am
almost always surrounded by people i love more
than anything in the world.....
it's not you, don't worry. i dont know, but if
you feel i am avoiding you, then the upper paragraph
should try to help you understand me a little better...
b/c i have been trying to become isolated from people
in my own way, if you havent noticed...i know it is
not a good thing, but i know i Neeed to do this in
order to get my life back to where it was and to find
who i am again...b/c lately i dont know what i am doing
with who or what i am in contact with =(
i am deeply regretful to any pain i put on you.
i love you as well and i dont want you to feel the way
you are telling me...
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