Time for a Public entry....

[bradylady12]

this song is making me cry. but i guess it's good =\ emotional release is really something i need right now... i dont know what is going on with me lately. i am slipping into something that i can't get myself out of, and i am seriously dreading school...i think i did a horrible job on an essay that i needed the grade for...Hubbard is killing me...atleast i dont think i am doing as bad in that class as i was in Milne's class before i switched out =\ i could be busted for that maybe, who knows.....

i am doing way too much thinking lately. it's finally ocurring to me that i am way too much of a deep person for half of the thoughts that even Enter my mind, and the emotions i go through feeling every day....i guess that's just being a teenager =\ i hate it so much...i should be the happiest girl alive. i just got my hair done with my best friend today, i had a great day, and an hour or so of my night is ruining the entire day for me. *sigh* i don't know what to do anymore...

my new favorite song now is Boulevard Of Broken Dreams, by Green Day...i suggest you listen to it. it is extremely good. i am emotionally attached to this ear candy. it's a good pleasure for me right now, too. i kinda need that....

*sigh* i can only hope tomorrow brings better adventures for me...i wish i could light my candles =( *cry*