May 01, 2007 03:22
Well I was really down the whole day. I was thinking about things that I shouldnt have...skewing things that shouldnt have been skewed...doubting things that shouldnt have been skewed. I put on Metroid Prime's Sdtk and just like started to drift deeper and deeper into this state of mind. It wasnt good...I needed friends. But I was doubting my frendships. I couldnt do nothing but dwell...to the point I got really frustrated and upset. I needed to let this energy out. So I went downstairs to the garage and jsut started to work out. Longer than what I have been working out for in the past. It reminded me of my college days, working out for about 2 hours and shit...getting results out the ass. Yeah...those were the days and I sort of relived them in this little garage at my moms place. I was angry and happy at the same time. But I was more angry than happy...so I needed to do something to make me feel better about myself and about where I am with my friends. I took some photos. Had fun in the process too! Fixed them up and put them online and recieved crazy responses...none to which I was expecting to recieve. It really made my evening. But who is to say that this will happen tomorrow. I made a new friend...Rah'sheem...he is really cool. So that would be awesome to hang out one day or something. Anywho. I just wanted to spill my innards about that diddy. Are things looking up...dont know...and I dont wanna call it niether. There is still this one BIG thing that I am waiting for... Should be happening soon too...and when it does...I think that is when the real storm will start. And we will see where I will end up from there.
So until then folks...
-Brace yourself like overbite-
Peaces and Deuces