well well well...

[bradley_84]

ok well I don't really know what to say right now besides for the fact that I am really happy that Chad and I moved when we did because I really don't want to deal with all the bull shit anymore...I haven't checked anybody's journal in a few days and I just did tonight and I am glad that I don't have to deal with anything anymore

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heh go figure

[fairydust2480]

Ok well i'm 75% over him, its just very hard as i've told everyone in my journal. I was dating buddy, and things got bad during the christmas party. We went to the bar, things were fine, went out to eat at the oasis. And i told him i didn't want him moving in with me just "YET" and after that i wasn't his girl anymore. He didn't want to talk to me anymore. Do you know how much that hurts, i put my heart on the line AGAIN, and i get hurt. Maybe i outta just run away and never come back to put up with the bullshit with things. Lil over dramatized there but thats how i feel. I feel like shit.

Re: heh go figure

[bradley_84]

Jess you just need to live for yourself right now...Just be happy you don't need a guy to live with you, you don't need a boyfriend, you don't need anything but friends...go out be yourself and stop looking for a relationship. When you look you are bound to get hurt! Thats just the way love goes!

Re: heh go figure

[fairydust2480]

NO kidding, learn the hard way huh? I'm just hate being alone ya know? But yeah my mind is made up to just go and be with my friends and not have a boyfriend at this time. Its all for the best. I don't see the need in having a boyfriend, its like why get attached to someone now. I'm still gonna date though lol;) thats the fun part. Anyway i'll talk to you later. By the way thanks to you and chad for helping me move some of my stuff into my apartment. Its greatly appreciated.

jess

Re: heh go figure

[fairydust2480]

By the way i think he's opening his heart to someone else already. I care about him, even though he thinks i don't anymore. But in all honesty she can hate me for saying it, i think he deserves better. I'm not wanting him to come back to me, but in all honesty she dont' deserve him. Thats all i gotta say for now. Talk to you soon jackie.

jess

Hey

[wwatalon]

There are no real hard feelings by anyone here that I'm aware of. Just please do me the favor of telling me if I get a phone message.

Spanx,

TALON