Dec 09, 2004 23:29
ok well I don't really know what to say right now besides for the fact that I am really happy that Chad and I moved when we did because I really don't want to deal with all the bull shit anymore...I haven't checked anybody's journal in a few days and I just did tonight and I am glad that I don't have to deal with anything anymore.
For one... Gabe...
You are so wrong...Jess and I were not planning or ploting anything with her moving in here and you guys not getting the place...If we were then Chad and I wouldn't of let you and Shawndra stay with us as long as we did...the only reason we were letting you guys stay there is because for one you had nowhere else to go and for two you guys were going to take the apt when we left so we just figured it would be easier and you wouldn't have to move 2 or 3 different times...You were a friend of mine lng before Jess and you know that I don't hold anything against you...But if you have a problem with Jess and I still being friends then thats you problem.
For two... Shawndra...
I don't know if you are pissed off at me or what but if you are I don't know why...I explained myself and what I meant by things but if you have a problem please don't just hide...Come talk to me about it...I have no problem with you and Chad and I would still like to hang out with you guys once in a while but if you don't want to thats cool...Just don't be pissed off for no reason...If you want to know if anyone has called or stopped by for you then you can come ask me instead of sending Gabe to the door everytime...
For three...Jess
I know you may think that you are over Gabe and you think that he is over you but neither one of you really know if you are or not...the only way to actually know is to open you heart to someone else and find out what happens... I am not saying that you are not over him but I know how it goes I have been there time after time after time. Hell Chad will even vouch for me here...It took me almost 7 months to FINALLY get over my ex...and to this day it still bugs me that he is with someone else but then again I am to...and I am happier than I have ever been. So I guess things worked out for the best.
For four...Chad
Yeah I know your last but you know you are not least...I just don't have anything to say to you right now..considering you never write in you journal...and I live with you so there isn't to much that I don't know...Love ya!
Anyway...now that I got all that out of my system...on to my journal update.
I had an unexpected visitor come by a couple of days ago and found out that an old friend of mine killed himself...he thought that he had nothing left to live for and that nobody would miss him so he hung himself in the basement of his grandparents house. He will surely be missed by several people...You were a great guy Jason. RIP!
The Clover Christmas party is tomorrow and guess who is going to be there...None other than the famous ex...Melissa! This is gonna be a party that nobody will forget. Me, Chad, Melissa, and all of Chad friends from work...That makes a pretty nice concoction and it is surely in my favor.
Later y'all~!
* Siempre Fi...Says what it means to be a marine.
Be true to yourself and nobody else.
Pain heals, Glory lasts Forever! *
Sworn to fun--Loyal to one!