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My ear hurts :(
Other than that it was a good day. I was still feeling really happy because of church last night. Classes went all right, and I had hip hop and irish tonight. I'm so excited for our show!! AAAHHHH! The only thing is that I'm going to have to keep clamping down on my perfectionism. I don't want anyone to hate me. I felt bad because I've been bugging Julie to help me get all this stuff done. I know she's got work to do, I know she's tired, but so am I. We all are, all the time. It's college. But we're going to get it done. I just have to stop being so anal.
In other news, Ian is now joining the irish dance club. I can't help wondering if it's because of me. Agh, I feel so awkward about that. But I've been over it. I'm just going to let things happen. I have to stop trying to be controlling every little thing about my life. What happens happens. I'll deal with it then. Until then I shouldn't spend my time worrying about it. I have to get better at going with the flow. I thought I had gotten better, but I seem to be backsliding latley. I wonder why... Hmmm...
Well, I think that is all for tonight. I have some homework to do, laundry to fold, and I have to get up early to go see Jo tomorrow. And I have to be well rested because I want to give blood tomorrow. I've never done that before, so I'm not really sure how my body will react to it.
Other than that it was a good day. I was still feeling really happy because of church last night. Classes went all right, and I had hip hop and irish tonight. I'm so excited for our show!! AAAHHHH! The only thing is that I'm going to have to keep clamping down on my perfectionism. I don't want anyone to hate me. I felt bad because I've been bugging Julie to help me get all this stuff done. I know she's got work to do, I know she's tired, but so am I. We all are, all the time. It's college. But we're going to get it done. I just have to stop being so anal.
In other news, Ian is now joining the irish dance club. I can't help wondering if it's because of me. Agh, I feel so awkward about that. But I've been over it. I'm just going to let things happen. I have to stop trying to be controlling every little thing about my life. What happens happens. I'll deal with it then. Until then I shouldn't spend my time worrying about it. I have to get better at going with the flow. I thought I had gotten better, but I seem to be backsliding latley. I wonder why... Hmmm...
Well, I think that is all for tonight. I have some homework to do, laundry to fold, and I have to get up early to go see Jo tomorrow. And I have to be well rested because I want to give blood tomorrow. I've never done that before, so I'm not really sure how my body will react to it.