Things I learned today (Livejournal Post)
-I am not as far along as I think I am.
-I want to run away from everything, via moving to Indianapolis.
-I can refuse to be insecure.
-I can act like I am 20 years old and be okay with it.
-I don't have to be enmeshed with Kelly to know that he is the most amazing person I have ever met and will be with me as long as he can stand it.
-No one can love and accept me completely except myself, and perhaps Kelly. Everyone else loves me as much as they can, and that's it, which has to be okay with me.
-Most importantly, my dog is the best friend I have ever had, and despite when he is naughty, I will forever work around that. I love Jake sooo fucking much. Seriously, he is the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me. Thank god for that. What a perfect friend for me right now, and hopefully for as long as he can stand it. :) He loves me, listens to me, protects me, motivates me, and wants to be with me.
-I want to run away from everything, via moving to Indianapolis.
-I can refuse to be insecure.
-I can act like I am 20 years old and be okay with it.
-I don't have to be enmeshed with Kelly to know that he is the most amazing person I have ever met and will be with me as long as he can stand it.
-No one can love and accept me completely except myself, and perhaps Kelly. Everyone else loves me as much as they can, and that's it, which has to be okay with me.
-Most importantly, my dog is the best friend I have ever had, and despite when he is naughty, I will forever work around that. I love Jake sooo fucking much. Seriously, he is the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me. Thank god for that. What a perfect friend for me right now, and hopefully for as long as he can stand it. :) He loves me, listens to me, protects me, motivates me, and wants to be with me.