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it's probably a good thing i like to sit around and do nothing, because i'm going to be doing a lot of that for the next week. why? haha. i'm grounded. FUCKING GROUNDED. i feel like i'm 10 years old.
why am i grounded. well. i went out and my dad told me to be home at 4am. morgan strolled into the house at 7am. so dad wasn't too happy. and he grounded me. fucking a. there was so much that i wanted to do this week. lisa's halloween party was tonight, stephen's is on tuesday, and rachelle moves to montana next week, so i wanted to spend as much time with her as possible. i fucked myself over big time on this one. ugh.
but it's making me do all kinds of homework that otherwise i probably wouldn't have done. so that's good.
i took my second calc test today. i thought i did considerably better than on the first one, which i barely passed. he gives us the answers when we leave, so i wrote down all the ones i got so i could compare them. WOW. definitely bad. but there were a bunch where i think i could get partial credit. i think. idk. i didn't have time to do any of the extra credit for this test. so GAHH i suck. i'm thinking that unless i ace the last two tests, i'm in deep trouble mister. because the only grades we get in this class are the 4 tests. and extra credit.
besides that classes are going ok. i'm not worried about drama whatsoever. my college success class isn't too bad either. environmental could use some work. it's just that calc needs some fucking remodeling. ugh.
i've been working about 35 hours per week, which is why school is so hard. i might even start working more because our assistant manager is going to a different store.which means that the only management at my store is my manager and myself. it's going to get crazy. i really can't work much more than i am right now :\
things with joe [boy from environmental] have come, and gone. it was great when we started hanging out, but 2 weeks into it he wouldn't fucking leave me alone. i'm talking constant texts and phone calls, he came to visit me at work everyday i was there, the whole shot. and mind you, he lives in east aurora and drives a huge pickup, so going to my work almost everyday is not easy on the wallet. i told him that [really meaning that i didn't want him breathing down my neck 23857 hours per day] and he was like, ohhh no it's fine! so i'm like fucking great. i started acting different around him to see if he'd get the hint. and he did. lol. i told him i just didn't have time for anything right now, not so far away anyways. the only time we see each other is in school. it's not worth it. so now we're just friends. finally.
things with bobby are getting better all the time it seems. when i stopped texting him because i was kind of with joe, he started texting me a lot instead. and now we hang out more. and he texts me more. it's pretty good. i'm just worried he's not over hs ex gf yet. and i don't even like her. she's a slut [she hooked up with his younger brother right after they broke up. so yeah] idk. we'll see.
i miss the warm weather. i really do. but i like getting bundled up to go outside =)
and i finally have a car! i've had it for about three? weeks now. i love it. yep.