Jun 28, 2006 21:47
I think it's just beginning to hit me that I won't be back in Scarborough for awhile.
I don't like that.
I mean, life is still good. I've talked to Stevie (vocally) and Keighty (internetally and voicemail tag...ily?), and I'm reconnecting in new and wonderful ways with friends here, and I think I actually am discovering new levels of ambition and desire in myself, which is pretty exciting. I'm learning that I'm stronger than I think I am sometimes, and that I'm more loved than I think I am sometimes, too. And those are pretty awesome things to realize. My job can be long and boring, but luckily the good spirits of the people I work with (no matter what language we communicate in...I'm seriously speaking Spanish about 50% of the time) make the day go by with some laughs.
"I am an idealist. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way." -Carl Sandburg