home for the summer.
lots of high hopes for the summer. but first, a quick recap.
i finished school stronger than i thought.
sociology: A
communications: A
math: A -
nutrition: A-
journalism: B
semester GPA: 3.6 something or other
overall GPA: 3.76 something or other
yeah. really really stoked. i thought i failed all my finals. i got a perfect score on my comm final, 104 on my sociology final, and A-'s on my math and nutrition final and a b on my journalism final. i cant believe i got an A- in nutrition after i almost got kicked out of college because of that class. it is just a huge relief for me because i felt that my parents and lot of other people doubted me after first semester because i just gave up and dicked around. and it really pissed me off. but not the pissed me off in a way to motivate me or anything, but just a general pissed off. like i dunno, in a way i wasnt even sure of myself on whether or not i could do anything. people just go on to assume that i failed first semester, and that i fucked up my life or whatever. it bothers me that the world around me doubts me, i mean im already a pretty self-conscious person who always doubts himself, but i dunno where im going with this. whatever bullshit that happened in the past, its over. no one can say shit now. ive set myself up to only be one online summer class and a semester away from getting closer to my goal.
it really bothers me. like really bothers me. it hurts a lot. i take it as a slap in the face every time, but you dont even seem to notice. you went from my best friend to just an acquaintance. at best, you were just a friend. but you used to be one of my best friends, and i know i used to be one of yours. and what did i do? i was too nice? well if thats the case, im sorry. i didnt know that was such a bad personality trait.
those words stung more then i lead on. my problem is that im too nice. its just something i cant grasp. and it bothers me too.
but i really cant complain about my life. im sure there are a lot of people that would want to be in my position academically, so im not going to take that for granted. i think this is gonna be a good summer. we'll see.
good luck to those who still have finals. and those on the way home, be safe.
i dont know what to think. am i alone in feeling this way. am i making this up, or is there something. i guess we'll see.
i finished school stronger than i thought.
sociology: A
communications: A
math: A -
nutrition: A-
journalism: B
semester GPA: 3.6 something or other
overall GPA: 3.76 something or other
yeah. really really stoked. i thought i failed all my finals. i got a perfect score on my comm final, 104 on my sociology final, and A-'s on my math and nutrition final and a b on my journalism final. i cant believe i got an A- in nutrition after i almost got kicked out of college because of that class. it is just a huge relief for me because i felt that my parents and lot of other people doubted me after first semester because i just gave up and dicked around. and it really pissed me off. but not the pissed me off in a way to motivate me or anything, but just a general pissed off. like i dunno, in a way i wasnt even sure of myself on whether or not i could do anything. people just go on to assume that i failed first semester, and that i fucked up my life or whatever. it bothers me that the world around me doubts me, i mean im already a pretty self-conscious person who always doubts himself, but i dunno where im going with this. whatever bullshit that happened in the past, its over. no one can say shit now. ive set myself up to only be one online summer class and a semester away from getting closer to my goal.
it really bothers me. like really bothers me. it hurts a lot. i take it as a slap in the face every time, but you dont even seem to notice. you went from my best friend to just an acquaintance. at best, you were just a friend. but you used to be one of my best friends, and i know i used to be one of yours. and what did i do? i was too nice? well if thats the case, im sorry. i didnt know that was such a bad personality trait.
those words stung more then i lead on. my problem is that im too nice. its just something i cant grasp. and it bothers me too.
but i really cant complain about my life. im sure there are a lot of people that would want to be in my position academically, so im not going to take that for granted. i think this is gonna be a good summer. we'll see.
good luck to those who still have finals. and those on the way home, be safe.
i dont know what to think. am i alone in feeling this way. am i making this up, or is there something. i guess we'll see.