Giving you what you dont deserve

Jan 06, 2007 16:53

You don't deserve my kindness or time
I could walk away and look away as if I was blind
I know I can see well enough to know whats coming this time around though
I hope you can sleep well knowing that you used me and left me feeling broken and empty
and he's got so great moral........he thinks its fine that you were intimate with me
and lets not mention his lustfull night with someone else
you say your this and that and you want praise for what you have done
but really you havn't done anything
so bite your tounge until its gone...your words do nothing but hold me down
kicking screaming begging and beating.....i'll never ask for this again

Waking up I feel as if my bodies still asleep
I walked out on the ledge to see if you'd catch me when I was vulnerable
and I saw you as you pushed me down....laughing and cheering
victory is yours and the curtains are closed
if what goes around comes around
then your always going to be on the wrong side of town
so close your eyes and pretend this never happened
your make up cant cover up this situation
oh no dear you cant paint yourself out of this picture.......you dug your own grave 6 feet down
kicking screaming begging and beating.........you'll ask for help again

Now looking back I see why you always felt so alone
it wasn't the rest of the world that did you wrong
it was your lack of character that turned them away
broken promises are salt in the wounds of the backs that you've stabbed
If I could have one thing in the world it'd be to forget every aspect of you
but instead you have the comfort of knowing that when you are left for dead
kicking screaming begging and beating....you'll have my compassion
always, giving you what you dont deserve
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