hi ho

Feb 08, 2004 22:05

**WARNING THIS ENTRY IS 60 PERCENT TEEN ANGST YOU'VE BEEN WARNED**

Son of a bitch. I just got a phone call that made my night. My ex-gf. Haven't talked to her since August. The last thing she told me pissed me off enough to cut contact with her for that long. She said "Well, you have a drug problem and I can't see us being anything more than friends for now.... but don't worry, I'm not done with you yet!"

Yes folks, did you catch that. I'm 2nd string.

It pisses me off the power she still has over me. And it pisses me off that I don't mind being her backup plan now that I look back on it. I was mad then, but not so much now. I've just known her for so damn long. Hmm.... She called "just to talk" and she sounded really sad about something. I didn't ask. Probably her latest fling turned their back on her. See, her latest man friend is a friend of her older brothers. She has that habit, chasing her brothers friends, 3-4 years older than her. If I was her brother I'd hide her from my friends. All of them. What a fucked up world. I have a younger sister and if any of my friends moved in on her, I'd break their legs. But thats just me. Okay, thats enough, no more teen angst in this entry. I swear.

On a lighter note I just took the last of my percocets that I've been taking for the past 2 months. I fully expect to feel like shit tommorow. But then again, thats no ones fault but mine. Here in Georgia, I haven't found out a place to call in fake prescriptions yet. I will reveal that in another entry. I promise. Anyways I had three 40 count scripts and now they're gone. I think I'm going to cry. I really need to stop taking so many pain pills. My job allows me to get alot of them. Vet hospitals use all sort of fun meds like diazepam, telezol, tussigon (hydrocodone), and even ketaset/lar (ketamine/special k). Yet I'd trade it all for some fucking pot. I know absolutely no one here for weed because I have zero social life and have only lived here for a month. I need someone to send me shrooms in the mail. I wonder if you can do that.... without getting busted. I don't see why not. Shrooms can't be detected by K-9's. There's no way. I think. I'll post the prescription scheme tommorow. Goodnight all you skanks skeezers and skallywags.
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