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So here I am, sitting at Nadia's trying to type on one of these old fashioned keyboard thingies. Jason and Nadia are here, but they're on the phone with Amanda dealing with her current crisis. Apparently a slug got some slug goo on her and she can't get it off.
I quit McDonalds. The usual fears took over, and I'm back to square one. I just didn't want to miss out on things, like the camping trip or going to the strawberry festival. Everyone's been making fun of me about it, but I don't care. I know I'm a loser, oh well, life goes on.
I've decided I'm not going to spend the night at home until graduation. Its my only chance of not ruining that day. I know if I'm alone I'm going to end up thinking way too much, and I just don't want to go there. So here I am, running away again. This is just one problem I can't face, I have no idea what to do, and I can't turn to anyone for help. No one understands, I don't think Amanda even does. Jason keeps telling me to open up and confide in him and everyone else, but I just don't know how to right now.
I really need to talk to David.
I quit McDonalds. The usual fears took over, and I'm back to square one. I just didn't want to miss out on things, like the camping trip or going to the strawberry festival. Everyone's been making fun of me about it, but I don't care. I know I'm a loser, oh well, life goes on.
I've decided I'm not going to spend the night at home until graduation. Its my only chance of not ruining that day. I know if I'm alone I'm going to end up thinking way too much, and I just don't want to go there. So here I am, running away again. This is just one problem I can't face, I have no idea what to do, and I can't turn to anyone for help. No one understands, I don't think Amanda even does. Jason keeps telling me to open up and confide in him and everyone else, but I just don't know how to right now.
I really need to talk to David.