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so last night I told a "new" friend that I was gay... by sending him a text message... how lame, I can't believe that I couldn't even tell him myself... childish... it was my own culture shock... he's japanese and as far as I can see... he's right from Japan and here for college for the year... he was so cute and innocent that I just didn't want him to not want to be my friend because I was gay... and yet I couldn't get myself to tell him right at that moment... haha...
well Melvin's on Oahu now :( and soon to the mainland... :( :(
i'm bored now... grrr... I miss him... even my video games and books don't seem to entice me that much... not to mention the lack of sex now that he's gone is really bad... heh...
well Melvin's on Oahu now :( and soon to the mainland... :( :(
i'm bored now... grrr... I miss him... even my video games and books don't seem to entice me that much... not to mention the lack of sex now that he's gone is really bad... heh...