Oct 21, 2005 10:08
Gosh, I'm not perfect... nor do I ever expect to be... but if there is one thing that I wish I could change about myself... is that I wish I would just keep my mouth shut when I'm having a deep conversation... I need to think about what the heck i'm saying beforehand... otherwise it just gets me into trouble... Sorry Melvin... you know I love you, its just that its hard having to live up to who I used to be in comparison to who i've become over the months... especially after the car accident... I have lost a part of me and right now i'm fighting to keep that party boi at bay while trying to live this new and wonderful life with you... i'm trying to find my niche and trying to keep myself in tact all at the same time.
I have realized yet another thing today... I have made many changes in my life and I know that I will go on and make many many more changes later on... but one thing is certain... I will always love those people that are in my life, even if they do, or do not change... as long as you don't change for me... that is all I ask.