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yea, so life only gets tougher as you age. but why the hell doesnt anyone ever tell you about these things or prep you?! those fuckers! everyday, i become more and more a person i am not liking, and everyday, i try so hard to put up a mask that doesnt fit. but its so hard not to. i dont want to make ANY of my friends feel bad for me, or make their days any worse than it probably is. but at the same time, i want them to know how i feel. sometimes i feel like i cant talk to anyone, but i know there is someone out there, who i can talk to and who will really care. i know you wanna hang out with him more than you wanna hang out with me. im ok with it...you;re jsut gonna have to let me get over it. so dont worry, ill be fine. i just have to realize THAT on my own terms. thanks though for everything. imma try and get away from all of this for a while...see you then? hopefully i will see things for what they are and still able to be happy. :-/