feeling lonely once again.
i dont know if im the only one. but feeling like u lost someone is horrible. change is horrible. and as much as i know it doesnt involve me, i cant stop from feeling like that. its like everything doesnt go well, even though it is for everyone else around you. it should be a happy feeling, cause u know that everyone is having fun, but then you're the only one not having fun because ure fixated on that horrible feeling. i dont know anymore. this past quarter is one of the hardest quarters ever. so much bad news, so many dissappointments, and so much stress, and on top of that, i feel like i cant talk to anyone cause im being an ass