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[boynamederock]

i feel detached.
i feel home sick.
but not for a place
but for a person.
i am not happy.
i feel frustrated.
with myself for being
this way. lame, emo,
annoyingly complaining.

i feel completely alone at a table
of friends, i have nothing to add or contest.

i feel like i have to be interesting
all the time, the fact is i am extremely boring.
i dont want to share my own company.

i wish i had stories to tell,
strange quirky information
that makes everyone smile.

i long for her smile, for me.
i long to feel her hold me
and make me feel like the
only person that matters.

these words are typed in vain.
no one will read these words
or give much thought or care.
these compiled words on a web
page does not help time progress
at a faster rate.

kele of bloc party is a genius.
the lyrics in a weekend in the city
are very true.