its time for another update!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, so now i have to update Again. ugh. these things are sometimes a pain. but anyway, i have been having a lot of fun down here but i just wish some people could share some(and i mean only some) of the experiences with me. it sucks serious ass not to see your friends. but let me tell you of some of the stuff that has happened. okay, like whoa here we go:
so i have a job babysitting now and i babysit two normal kids(like i mean sometimes angels and fun and then sometimes little *bleeps*)and it pays like $7 and hour, which isnt that bad at all. and then i am starting to work at the boys and girls club of america on wednesday. i wont get paid until im 16, but when i turn sixteen they will pay me for all the hours i've worked before then. i heard they pay pretty nicely too, so im thinking thats going to be a pretty nice lump sum right there.
then i am in this club called Interact and its really fun to be in. last saturday we had a car wash that benefited a memorial scholarship for this guy that committed suicide last month. the car wash was a ton of fun and when i was holding up the signs for people to come in and get their car washed, i got like a TON of honks and whistles it was funny. i loved it though. I am on scrapbook committee and thats a lot of fun. we have a ton of activities we're doing and omg i cannot wait!!!!!!!
okay the subject of GUYS! ;) well, there is this one guy shaun that i went out with for three days and he was so sweet and so cute but the thing is before he liked me he liked my friend colby. and so he waited for her to break up with her boyfriend so they could go together. so he waited and waited and then he got sick of waiting and told my friend madison at the varsity ball game like forever ago that he kind of liked me. then she asked me if i liked him and i was like yeah kinda. madi said that me and shaun should go out cuz we both like eachother and i said okay i need to call colby to tell her and see if she would be upset or anything. well i called her and i tried to get through like 4 or 5 times but the line was busy. madi tried to call her like 2 minutes later and she got through. she asked colby and colby was like yeah thats fine i dont care. so then me and shaun started going out. then colby called back on sarahs cell phone and sarah was at the other end of the stands when colby called. colby told sarah that i had promised her that i would come to her first and tell her if anything like this happened. sarah came back over to where we were and gave the phone to me and colby told me that i had broken that promise. she thought i had gotten madison to call her and tell her and i explained to her that i tried to call her before but madi got through first. i told colby i was sorry that i broke it but i dont remember ever making that promise and im really sorry if that hurt you in any way. colby said(and these are exact quotes),"yeah, well you dont remember a lot of other promises you make." and i asked her what other promises i had forgotten cuz i was totally confused at this point. she said, "dont call me, just dont call me." and i said after a long pause(cuz i was seriously thinking about how ridiculous the whole thing was) ok. and then she just hung up on me right afterwards. i was so dumbfounded by it. so then on monday me and shaun broke up. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ANOTHER GUY* okay so there is this guy sam that is really cute and has the NICEST ass on a white guy i have EVER seen. he is really funny and nice too. we flirt all the time too but here are the two big catches: colby hates him and he has a girlfriend. it TOTALLY sucks. Personally, i dont really care about what colby thinks anymore cuz she is just being a total bitch about everything towards me and omg i just want to rip her head off when i see her. ugh. im disgusted by her. UGH! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!! but anyway, the other big catch about him having a girlfriend is a total drag. his girlfriend is okay looking, but soooooooooooooooo little! i swear if they ever had sex he would break her in half. i swear it. i know he likes me but his girlfriend! it would just be a scandal if he broke up with her and then went out with me right away cuz people already suspect things. let me explain. okay, so we have geometry 4th period and in the room is a closet, pretty good size, with a recliner with a massage pad on it and a bookshelf, filing cabinet, and this other chair. i sit in the other chair most of the time and then sam sits in the recliner. theyre side by side of course and we talk about stuff, usually sex and related topics. but everytime i would ask him if i could sit in the recliner he would say i would have to give him head first. the first couple of times i said no but on thursday i said that i would rather fuck him than give him head. which is the truth cuz i think giving head is disgusting. but he was like *shocked face* and asked me if that was an offer, any kind of offer, at all. i said no and he kept asking me if it was an offer and i laughed at him and said you wish, but he said you wish too. i didnt say anything about that i just wasnt going there.
after a little while i noticed colby kept looking at me like,"what the hell are you two doing back there?" and i told sam she keeps looking at me and he said that i should pull down my shirt a little and see what her reaction was. he said he wouldnt look so i did but she wasnt looking at me. so i told him colby isnt looking and i also said that it wouldnt be that bad if you saw anyway. he said "really? let me see then." i said no, you have a girlfriend. he was like so? she doesnt care. i told him i bet she would. he said but she's not going to find out is she? and i asked him that if i did would you tell someone and he said no. so i said maybe later. he called me a chicken and i was like no, i am not, not in any way. but still, i felt tempted to rape him then and there. lol.
Big Spring Jam! omg i went to it and saw Josh Kelley, Craig Morgan, Travis Tritt, Shelley Bush, Joel Fry, Gary Nichols, Falling Up, Everyday Sunday, and Third Day. I bought Josh Kelley's cd and him and his band signed it. They are really nice and really good live. I was front and center at his concert at the cyberdrop stage. Then I went to the country stage and watched Craig Morgan who was really good and after that was Travis Tritt who was really really boring. He just did not put on a show. On Saturday I was at the country stage at first and saw these new singers S.B., J.F.(i got his autograph), and G.N., they were good, but i didnt know them. Then i went to the first baptist stage and saw Falling Up who was really good and from Oregon. Then i had to go back to get my brother and take him back to the stage but when i walked all the way back to the country stage he didnt want to leave until they were about to come on. so i was like no i am not waiting here for you and i am not coming back cuz i probably already lost my front row spot. so i left him there. I luckily got my spot back(thank God for that) Everyday Sunday had this really good speaker that tours with them that talked to us before they came on. He was just really good. They played great too. Then after them Third Day came on. they were all soooo good. They were throwing guitar picks, drum sticks, water bottles, and hats. I caught a guitar pick from Third Day!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH GO ME LIKE WHOA YEAH! It was so awesome. They were so good. omg, they were. i was standing by these three really hot guys that were hitting on me. they thought i was like 16 or 17 cuz i told them i was by myself, which i was at that stage, but not at the whole jam by myself. they were like whoa. then they looked at me like heyyyyyyyyyyy i was like whoa what are you thinking? but they were so hawwwwwwwwwttttttt it was cool.*sigh* i wanted to see them again sunday at the Thousand Foot Krutch concert but the friggen hurricane Reta came through and it got cancelled. ugh i was frustrated.
well, i g2g to bed cuz i have to have energy for sarah's party 2morrow and then work next week and then a friggen english report on victorian women. then next friday i have a varsity football game to go to(sam will probably be there;) )i miss all you guys soo much up there! love you! ttyl, bye!
so i have a job babysitting now and i babysit two normal kids(like i mean sometimes angels and fun and then sometimes little *bleeps*)and it pays like $7 and hour, which isnt that bad at all. and then i am starting to work at the boys and girls club of america on wednesday. i wont get paid until im 16, but when i turn sixteen they will pay me for all the hours i've worked before then. i heard they pay pretty nicely too, so im thinking thats going to be a pretty nice lump sum right there.
then i am in this club called Interact and its really fun to be in. last saturday we had a car wash that benefited a memorial scholarship for this guy that committed suicide last month. the car wash was a ton of fun and when i was holding up the signs for people to come in and get their car washed, i got like a TON of honks and whistles it was funny. i loved it though. I am on scrapbook committee and thats a lot of fun. we have a ton of activities we're doing and omg i cannot wait!!!!!!!
okay the subject of GUYS! ;) well, there is this one guy shaun that i went out with for three days and he was so sweet and so cute but the thing is before he liked me he liked my friend colby. and so he waited for her to break up with her boyfriend so they could go together. so he waited and waited and then he got sick of waiting and told my friend madison at the varsity ball game like forever ago that he kind of liked me. then she asked me if i liked him and i was like yeah kinda. madi said that me and shaun should go out cuz we both like eachother and i said okay i need to call colby to tell her and see if she would be upset or anything. well i called her and i tried to get through like 4 or 5 times but the line was busy. madi tried to call her like 2 minutes later and she got through. she asked colby and colby was like yeah thats fine i dont care. so then me and shaun started going out. then colby called back on sarahs cell phone and sarah was at the other end of the stands when colby called. colby told sarah that i had promised her that i would come to her first and tell her if anything like this happened. sarah came back over to where we were and gave the phone to me and colby told me that i had broken that promise. she thought i had gotten madison to call her and tell her and i explained to her that i tried to call her before but madi got through first. i told colby i was sorry that i broke it but i dont remember ever making that promise and im really sorry if that hurt you in any way. colby said(and these are exact quotes),"yeah, well you dont remember a lot of other promises you make." and i asked her what other promises i had forgotten cuz i was totally confused at this point. she said, "dont call me, just dont call me." and i said after a long pause(cuz i was seriously thinking about how ridiculous the whole thing was) ok. and then she just hung up on me right afterwards. i was so dumbfounded by it. so then on monday me and shaun broke up. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ANOTHER GUY* okay so there is this guy sam that is really cute and has the NICEST ass on a white guy i have EVER seen. he is really funny and nice too. we flirt all the time too but here are the two big catches: colby hates him and he has a girlfriend. it TOTALLY sucks. Personally, i dont really care about what colby thinks anymore cuz she is just being a total bitch about everything towards me and omg i just want to rip her head off when i see her. ugh. im disgusted by her. UGH! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!! but anyway, the other big catch about him having a girlfriend is a total drag. his girlfriend is okay looking, but soooooooooooooooo little! i swear if they ever had sex he would break her in half. i swear it. i know he likes me but his girlfriend! it would just be a scandal if he broke up with her and then went out with me right away cuz people already suspect things. let me explain. okay, so we have geometry 4th period and in the room is a closet, pretty good size, with a recliner with a massage pad on it and a bookshelf, filing cabinet, and this other chair. i sit in the other chair most of the time and then sam sits in the recliner. theyre side by side of course and we talk about stuff, usually sex and related topics. but everytime i would ask him if i could sit in the recliner he would say i would have to give him head first. the first couple of times i said no but on thursday i said that i would rather fuck him than give him head. which is the truth cuz i think giving head is disgusting. but he was like *shocked face* and asked me if that was an offer, any kind of offer, at all. i said no and he kept asking me if it was an offer and i laughed at him and said you wish, but he said you wish too. i didnt say anything about that i just wasnt going there.
after a little while i noticed colby kept looking at me like,"what the hell are you two doing back there?" and i told sam she keeps looking at me and he said that i should pull down my shirt a little and see what her reaction was. he said he wouldnt look so i did but she wasnt looking at me. so i told him colby isnt looking and i also said that it wouldnt be that bad if you saw anyway. he said "really? let me see then." i said no, you have a girlfriend. he was like so? she doesnt care. i told him i bet she would. he said but she's not going to find out is she? and i asked him that if i did would you tell someone and he said no. so i said maybe later. he called me a chicken and i was like no, i am not, not in any way. but still, i felt tempted to rape him then and there. lol.
Big Spring Jam! omg i went to it and saw Josh Kelley, Craig Morgan, Travis Tritt, Shelley Bush, Joel Fry, Gary Nichols, Falling Up, Everyday Sunday, and Third Day. I bought Josh Kelley's cd and him and his band signed it. They are really nice and really good live. I was front and center at his concert at the cyberdrop stage. Then I went to the country stage and watched Craig Morgan who was really good and after that was Travis Tritt who was really really boring. He just did not put on a show. On Saturday I was at the country stage at first and saw these new singers S.B., J.F.(i got his autograph), and G.N., they were good, but i didnt know them. Then i went to the first baptist stage and saw Falling Up who was really good and from Oregon. Then i had to go back to get my brother and take him back to the stage but when i walked all the way back to the country stage he didnt want to leave until they were about to come on. so i was like no i am not waiting here for you and i am not coming back cuz i probably already lost my front row spot. so i left him there. I luckily got my spot back(thank God for that) Everyday Sunday had this really good speaker that tours with them that talked to us before they came on. He was just really good. They played great too. Then after them Third Day came on. they were all soooo good. They were throwing guitar picks, drum sticks, water bottles, and hats. I caught a guitar pick from Third Day!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH GO ME LIKE WHOA YEAH! It was so awesome. They were so good. omg, they were. i was standing by these three really hot guys that were hitting on me. they thought i was like 16 or 17 cuz i told them i was by myself, which i was at that stage, but not at the whole jam by myself. they were like whoa. then they looked at me like heyyyyyyyyyyy i was like whoa what are you thinking? but they were so hawwwwwwwwwttttttt it was cool.*sigh* i wanted to see them again sunday at the Thousand Foot Krutch concert but the friggen hurricane Reta came through and it got cancelled. ugh i was frustrated.
well, i g2g to bed cuz i have to have energy for sarah's party 2morrow and then work next week and then a friggen english report on victorian women. then next friday i have a varsity football game to go to(sam will probably be there;) )i miss all you guys soo much up there! love you! ttyl, bye!