i miss everyone soo much and i feel miserable

[boymagnet__]

you guys have no idea how much i miss all of you up there, everyone, and i mean everyone. i wish i could be there so horribly its not even right for someone to be torn this way. i just feel really depressed that i cant see any of you, i cant be there for you, and i cant go through life with you. it just feels horrible to not be there. I literally feel pain. I should be there for my friends in person, and i cant. i just cant. and it feels... it just feels, ugh, i cant explain it. its not a feeling to be explained, it just really isnt. im so sorry you have no idea how sorry i am i cant be there for you. i really need to be there with you guys because this is highschool and its the most traumatic part of our lives. i just shouldnt not be there for everyone. i want to be there, so fricken horribly its not funny at all. i miss you guys and im about to cry i miss you so much. i need to talk to all of you so bad and just see how your doing and whats going on and everything, omg its so horrible not seeing and not talking to you almost everyday. omg, i need to go. im so sorry.
*---Trinity---*

P.S. LIZ---- PLEASE TALK TO ME, IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. THE PACT, IT STILL STANDS TO THIS DAY, AND IT WILL LAST FOREVER. PLZ TELL ME WHATS WRONG. I AM HERE FOR YOU. PLEASE UNDERSTAND, I REALLY NEED TO KNOW SO I CAN HELP YOU THROUGH EVERYTHING. PLEASE, PLEASE.