When someone lies to you
and you find out they were completely lying to you and let you believe all these things and played along when you said things and just let you BELIEVE all these lies and had no intentions of EVER telling you the truth, and asked you to move in with them and told you they would completely support you and talked about moving to California with you and you trusted them with everything and your entire life and just looked like the biggest fool and they were laughing at you behind your back and using you and completely destroyed you by one day erasing you from their life and pretending like you don't exist, then don't even think they owe you any explanation and think they and you should just pretend like nothing ever happened.......
you're allowed to be mad.
And then when they all of a sudden start talking to you again and telling you to call them and telling you to leave them "cute texts" "just because you love them" but say that they don't have to even put int he effort to reply and inviting you over to their house and telling you they want to tickle you and keep accusing you of looking at their butt and all you do is act like you didn't want to go home and then they conjure up this huge idea that you just instantly want them and were not wanting to leave because you wanted to jump their bones or something (you don't even know because they never give straight answers) and just assume that just like that you are ready to just surrender to them and don't even care about anything they ever did and don't even think about the TINY possibility that MAYBE you have moved on or gotten over them (like they need to, themselves).....
you're allowed to be mad.
you're allowed to be mad.
And then when they all of a sudden start talking to you again and telling you to call them and telling you to leave them "cute texts" "just because you love them" but say that they don't have to even put int he effort to reply and inviting you over to their house and telling you they want to tickle you and keep accusing you of looking at their butt and all you do is act like you didn't want to go home and then they conjure up this huge idea that you just instantly want them and were not wanting to leave because you wanted to jump their bones or something (you don't even know because they never give straight answers) and just assume that just like that you are ready to just surrender to them and don't even care about anything they ever did and don't even think about the TINY possibility that MAYBE you have moved on or gotten over them (like they need to, themselves).....
you're allowed to be mad.